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Gideon spends her mornings in the practice yard, bright and early, despite the cold. She jogs and stretches to get her blood pumping and her muscles warm before she draws her sword, and then after drills she brings Tally her coffee, and then after that it's back to more sword—unless Tally hauls her off to some other activity, which she pretends to hate but is secretly devastatingly grateful for. The absolute worst part of this place is all the time. Endless stretches of time, with barely any work to be done.
In some ways it's just like the Ninth—except on the Ninth she knew her exits. They were few, sure, and near-impossible, but she knew them: buy her way out, fight her way out, trick her way out, or truly earn it.
None of those apply, here.
She breaks for lunch, and wanders the halls trying to locate various Clues and Mysteries that might end up giving her a way out, and mostly just finds people. More and more people.
She's not antisocial. She likes the people here, more than she's openly liked anyone in her life, individually or as a group. But a gnawing restlessness keeps her on the move rather than letting her time fill up with idle conversation as so many here do. She's always hunting for something to keep her busy, to wear out her body so that when she sleeps her mind is forced to rest rather than serving her a lovely buffet of the worst things she's ever seen and even worse things she hasn't, the things she was yoinked away just in time to miss.
Sometimes it even works.
[This post is open in perpetuity until something happens to make me close it, at which point I will edit it and say so! Feel free to find Gideon in the morning doing sword drills, or tooling around inside, opening and closing drawers and trying peel the wallpaper off in case there's flesh underneath.]
In some ways it's just like the Ninth—except on the Ninth she knew her exits. They were few, sure, and near-impossible, but she knew them: buy her way out, fight her way out, trick her way out, or truly earn it.
None of those apply, here.
She breaks for lunch, and wanders the halls trying to locate various Clues and Mysteries that might end up giving her a way out, and mostly just finds people. More and more people.
She's not antisocial. She likes the people here, more than she's openly liked anyone in her life, individually or as a group. But a gnawing restlessness keeps her on the move rather than letting her time fill up with idle conversation as so many here do. She's always hunting for something to keep her busy, to wear out her body so that when she sleeps her mind is forced to rest rather than serving her a lovely buffet of the worst things she's ever seen and even worse things she hasn't, the things she was yoinked away just in time to miss.
Sometimes it even works.
[This post is open in perpetuity until something happens to make me close it, at which point I will edit it and say so! Feel free to find Gideon in the morning doing sword drills, or tooling around inside, opening and closing drawers and trying peel the wallpaper off in case there's flesh underneath.]
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Date: 2024-03-03 05:00 pm (UTC)For the first time in her life, she kind of wants to drop her sword. Instead she lifts it, holding it out in front of her. "Listen. Whoever you are. You gotta calm down with that. We're not even in the same universe as the Emperor Undying. Also, you didn't give me any fucking bullets. So I don't know what you expect me to do with all that, anyway. But if you just--chill out and keep being a part of me, we're gonna get back there, and then maybe we can work something out. After the part where I save Harrow's life and she grovels in front of me for a month. Capisce?"
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Date: 2024-03-06 06:24 pm (UTC)But that means her questions now get to be more selfish. "Can you ask it if it's been helping me? Like, with my swordplay?" If the answer's yes she's going to feel so fucking cheated.
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Date: 2024-03-06 06:43 pm (UTC)This time, the response comes quickly, and in the form of a single note. Almost amused, but also relieved on Gideon's behalf, he says, "No."
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Date: 2024-03-09 07:20 pm (UTC)It feels the same, when she swings it to block his strikes. It feels like it always has, ever since Aiglemene's advice really clicked and she managed to swing with real purpose, to put herself into the metal and let it connect to her. Just because someone else has a hand on the blade doesn't make it any less hers. In fact, and she might totally be making this up, but it feels more like there's someone standing behind her, resting a hand between her shoulder-blades, than it does anyone wrestling her for the sword.
She shakes herself and concentrates on the fight--not trying, yet, to gain the offensive, but seeing what she can read from Lan Wangji's posture about where he might aim next. He fights with shocking fluidity for someone who, when still, looks like he might be carved of marble, and the fluttering robes obscure a lot--but he still has muscle, under his layers of robes, and muscle is Gideon's native tongue.
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Date: 2024-03-10 11:48 pm (UTC)Since it is not, he continues as he began. Again, Bichen becomes an extension of his arm and of his qi. He does not yet do any flips, as they are not yet necessary, but he whirls easily in place to continue his measured onslaught. Gideon may notice that each time he moves, he places most of his weight on one foot, using that as an anchor for the subsequent swing of his sword.
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Date: 2024-03-18 03:05 pm (UTC)She doesn't give Lan Wangji a lot of time to get his feet under him; taking off running, she ricochets herself off the top of the fence around the practice yard and sails as upward as she can get, swinging her sword in an overhead chop to try and knock Bichen out from under him.
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