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"I'm teaching Tally self-defense," Gideon says. "She's—she helps. Gives me shit to do. And I'm sparring a lot. With—your dad, actually, and Lan Wangji." Is that right? she wants to ask. Is this what you mean? But he's just said she won't know, that no one can tell her, that she just has to do it. "I'm—I am. Trying." She closes her eyes. "It's hard."